My Own World

I Start my day with being lazy
as if everything turn to worse
Along the road i try to enjoy the street
Nothing change..
Still verdant and beautiful..
The Sky still blue and the sun still shine
Everything still same..

I try to keep Smiling
it seems that i'm drowning in my own imagination
about how bad the situation
tentang hilangnya harapan
sleep in shadows
this is my world my real world..
Just because one terrible moment
why shatters everything

but actually..
I Have everthing..
My Hubby the one i love most
and he always support me
My Family that love me
My Friends that support me
thrilling and exciting activities
a preety nice job
comfortable life
health and happy

what else i expecting ?
is it that hard to sit and say thanks..
always expecting more
always expecting things happen perfectly

i learn to see things from other point of view
outside myself..
teach me God to always be able to give thanks
because You always love me
and i should share that Love to all
not always expecting..

Thanks God for everything..
Thanks My Hubby to love me and be there for me
Thanks My Parents to grow up me n support me
Thanks My Friends to joke with me
Thanks to everybody to help me learn about life
To Angry with me, to critic my habbits be better
i know that youre love me make me be better person